Already pushing it too much

After promising myself that I would be easier on myself and baby this time (compared to alexus), I went with daddy and alexus to her easter bunny pics in Trinity park. I had to stop by work and gather on my personal belongings. We got there late then we ate Pei Wei. Bill wouldn't take the baby in even covering her seat with a blanket. Then while I fed the baby at the park, alexus got to play. My head was just killing me after a really hard first night home. After that night I should have stayed home. But it was a beautiful day and I felt bad leaving w/o alexus another half day after being gone 4 whole days. The night before. The baby woke up at 4:30 hungry n crying and alexus came down. I fed baby til about 6:30 it seemed b/c she wouldn't settle and of course alexus wouldn't go back upstairs on sleep in bed so about 5:30 her daddy made her go upstairs and sleep again with him. She cried n fought it hard. Well I never got back to sleep. We all came home and took a npa about 2pm Mine was less than hour but alexus slept good. Katelyn came over and they played outside while baby slept. I picked up the kitchen, dishes, n house. I can't believe how 'well' I feel. So blessed to have a v back. Bill and Alexus ran some errands for me and fed baby. So today I'm at home. Been up til 4:30 or 3:30 since time changed n went to the store by myself at 7am. I did laundry and undid what I brought home n looked for wall letters. SOmething comical happened yesterday. I was changing baby e in the car and I guess she wasn't done pooping so she 'shoot' with much force poop across the car down my leg, in the car, all over her blanket. Seems early for that to happen. huh?