Been so long but very hard

It's been what over 3 weeks since I posted.  well my last day of work was April 16th. my boss and two guys in my group took me out to eat.  I was training to the very last minute. I thought after 5 years I may cry and got a little teary eyed but didn't have a chance I was so busy.  so you think that I'd have time to blog since I've been off work. But NO.  I've really been trying to get this house ready to be packed and moved.  bill started work last Monday and was OOT since the Monday before.  I've gotten a lot done. We had pulled one tree and two stumps in the back yard.  I had someone replace the kitchen window.  I've been trying to get someone to trim our trees out front but its been hard.  I had the front bottom molding replaced and trim around garage door replaced.  I've been going room by room and purging over 10 years of stuff.  cannot believe all the stuff I've accumulated over these years. I wish I was doing it like my mom...a couple times a week for a couple hours each day but do overkill and spend about 5 to 6 hours on the days the girls aren't here.  BUT that has made me further along than I thought I'd be by now.  with bill gone, the first week had a couple of rough mornings and one rough night w/ eva being fussy but this week was HORRIBLE.  Alexus had a busted nose on Monday.  a little blood n she was fine.  Then Eva hit the dashboard yesterday in the car and I had to take her to cooks urgent care.  Praying her nose isn't fractured.  I just feel like a horrible mom.   so I've been busy with the girls and so busy with the house that I haven't taken many pics much less posting them BUT we did make a trip to Ennis for a bluebonnet session. I've always wanted to go and it was beautiful.  though this was from a mini session I did with my cousin Cindy in Plano.  This makes me very happy.