Camping and broken window

It was a hard weekend. Bill took Alexus camping with IP. Friday was okay but Saturday was really hard. Bill was gone and Eva was so super fussy. Except the time at little gym...seems she was having a screaming fit. Its been difficult lately. I so hope its a phase. Bill and Alexus came back for her game. Eva and I pulled up and not before I got out of the car I hear a loud boom. A soccer ball slammed into my van window. I had turned my head to get eva. I was very upset from the a.m. already and even more upset when Bill didn't think it was a big deal went back to the game and camping like nothing happened. I was so upset I left. Eva screamed the whole way home but sh e was really tired. Afer a nap it was a bit better. The storms cut the camping trip short but I believe Alexus had a good time and I'm glad. bill took the girls to church while I prped for the following week. maybe the somber mood was knowing little Erin would take her last breaths that day. we learned of that at dinner Sunday. Sweet girl so loved by so many.