Its a Monday

Blah. N boy did I feel it this morning. I just felt totally yucky all over. It was hard to get Alexus ready this morning n my patience was null but I didn't blow up. I think it has to do with how Bill n I didn't get along all weekend. Its hard to believe that someone you love can be so mean to a pregnant lady. We had a big fight about putting up Alexus drapes in her new room. I went up there and he held them up and I said do you want me to mark the holes for the hardware? We went downstairs n it INFRUATED me when he asked how I wanted it hung after waddling my big self up there and holding the drapes up there he should know. Anyways it was a big fight in front of Alexus and poor thing cried. I hate that but it happened. Even after I apologized to him, the drapes are still laying across her dresser n looks like I have to hire someone to do it. Hard to believe as bad as I feel and dealing with a frustarting preschooler he still acts that way to me. His pride might kill him one day. ON the way to work today, I was listening to some 90s hits and reminded me of my single before kids day. Though they were pretty lonely at times they were so carefree laid back looking now.

Yesterday, I took Alexus to church, car wash and her favorite Pei Wei. Then daddy took to the park and I watch the first half of the cowboys get beat in the playoffs. After 30 min of frustrating struggle alexus finally took a little over an hour nap. good thing her friend and neighbor Gabrille was down the street riding her bike. They played tea party and rode bikes to the horses. While they picked flowers Alexus got some ants in her shoes n pants good thing like only one bit her when she noticed. Then to bible study. We are attending the Prep for Parenting by the Ezzo's. Its the Babywise method. Like it, see if working part time I can do it compared to with Alexus. All about routine. I was able to get ALexus wall hangings up that I purchased and that was really hard for me.

Friday, did I mention her friend Tanner came over and they played in her new room. Then BIll came home and we all tried the new grill down the street. It was pretty good. Whew, tanner n alexus were a handful and bill had gotten bad news about his boss changing so he was in quite the mood which probably drove much of his mood all weekend.